funsized012

I'm not on here often, fuck....

Well, I suppose its okay because I'm not leaving my house often? I sprained my ankle and it hurts a fuckton, so yeah (plus I had to do ballet on it Friday. Not a good idea)

1. My girlfriend and I are no more :/ ask if you want to know why via notes (is that still a thing??)
2. But I have a boyfriend though??? So. Not single 2 months already
3. I'm trying to write more and upload to places???? So yeah. Expect words soon (I hope)
4. Genderfluid. Not agen, but thats one of the genders I fluctuate between
5. Halloween is coming up, who's excite?! I am :>
6. I'm still in orchestra and I still play violin, but I'm now 1st violin :> such an upgrade
7. Did I say I got a new laptop???? Because I did. My old desktop got a shitty ass virus (its completely unusable) so I bet I can post/be on more? I'm definitely on tumblr a lot so check me out there
8. I'm going to buy a new tablet pen soon, so I can start drawing again in a few months
9. I got my ears re-pierced a while ago
10. (Wow already ten things????) If you keep up with it, homestuck updated??? So by that means, I have reverted back into homestuck trash and will be arting some of that
11. School's back in session so heyyy I have something else to help me procrastinate from doing schoolwork, eh?

I havent been here since...what...March?

UPDATES THEN :>

So numero uno: I have a girlfriend. And not like a two week gf, more like our one month was last Saturday (the 24th).
And so yeah. Its a long distance one, but its hella cools bro.

Numero dos: I finally fucking cut my hair! Yes. I can now bind and not look like a dumbass! Oh the joys.

Numero tres: School is coming to a close and no matter how much I despise my class, I will miss the fuck out of it, man. So yeah. And now:

Numero quatro: I get to dye my hair. Hell. Yes. And its gonna be bright blue (or pink who knows) and Im getting dye this weekend woo.

Numero cinco: Yeah. The agender thing still stands. Still a them. Please and thank you.



((And my friends say they care but they dont realise i want to kill myself everyday))

I will never delete anything I create unless I feel really motivated (by myself and no one else) to do so. My work shows how I've grown as an artist and a writer. I want to be able to come here and look at all the shit I posted before and laugh at it. I want to be able to show anyone who cares what I was like before I matured so severly.

My old art shows who I was and it shows who I am now. I am not ashamed of anything I've posted. And I don't think I ever will be.

But trust me. I hate- no despise- BoTDF. You should realize why. Just no.

Okay

Lets get down to business.

First off: a basic explanation


I'm not a girl. I'm agender. I do not feel like a woman, please do not call me one. I would prefer if you use they/them pronouns whilst referring to me. This is heavily important to me and I would love it if you don't misgender me. That is something I struggle with (people still call me a girl).
Another thing, fuck being femme. I am butch through and through. So, yes. I am masculine as shit, so don't hesitate to ask me about manly things like wrestling bears.

Now: the main thingy


So I'm gonna start my ultra-fabulous transition from this girly shit to an 'I don't give a fuck' manly non man. All this will be starting on my birthday of this (2014) year. I'm getting most of my hair chopped off and I'm gonna get a sports bra so my boobs don't show (and dear god do I fucking despise those things) and I'm gonna start lowering my voice because i don't like my high pitched shrill.
I'll be doing an ultra-fabulous thing where I track my transition. Like every few days I'll take a picture and post it and then when I'm satisfied with what I've accomplished, I'll make one master-post and show my transition in chronological order.

Woo yay.


And we have our try outs & EOCs the same week. Ugh kill me
And all the state mandated tests nooooo
I've got maths next week and I'm so gonna fail it


And I need to pee

Hey guys. Im on again. Im mostly on my other account now but, Im gonna hang here for a while.